Lucid Reflections

bye bye buddy bear

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 23:28:34 GMT

I said good bye to my 8 year old golden lab mix on wednesday. he was loyal to the end and licked my face right before he took his last breath. it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do.

leave it to me

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 20:15:13 GMT

as if one pregnancy scare wasnt enough. i found out on july 11th that i was one month pregnant. im starting to show. you can see a pic on myspace under my pics. www.myspace.com/missannalise

i mean does anyone even read my entries anymore anyway? this is a lost cause. lost i say.

yep

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:30:51 GMT

i should just have a giant L tattooed to my forehead to show the world what a loser i am. lol

lol apparently no one loves me

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 08:17:47 GMT

ok so i took a pregnancy test today and i am not pregnant. rest easy tonight. love you all

wow

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 06:15:35 GMT

man it has been FOREVER! Most of you can read all about me on myspace, but I have always put the stuff I couldnt share with just ANYONE on here. So...

I have been spending quite a bit of time in ybor over the last few months. Since January actually. I have gotten to know many of the staff members at the club I go to and even spend time outside of the club goofing around with them. A few weeks ago my friends and I got one of the bouncers who I have had my eye on for a long time to go with us to Dennys. Long story short he wound up coming back to Port Richey with us where we stayed on my friend Haydee's couch. Well... We messed around and stuff. We started to have sex but didnt get far because an alarm clock went off and we both freaked out. lol (yeah this is one of those entries that no one is allowed to giv eme shit about.) Since that night I haven't really talked to him much due to a whole lot of miscommunication and due to the fact that right before this all happened he and his ex had had a really bad break up due to her royally screwing him over. Well... I was sitting around with my new roommate (yes I moved to Lakeland) after work last night talking with her and we were trying to figure out what could possibly be wrong with me. See I have been having really bad bouts of nausea lately. For no reason at all. And on top of it my period was abnormal to an extreme degree this month. Usually it is like 5 days of lots of crippling cramps and a super heavy flow. This month it was super light with maybe a half a day of cramps and it lasted like 3.5 days. If that. So once we started thinking about this stuff we started to wonder if maybe I am pregnant. Now I am not saying I am, but I have most of the symptoms. If these symptoms keep up I am getting a test and taking it.

Please pray for me. I don't sleep around, at least I haven't been, lol. Actually I hadn't been with anyone in over a year. This is such a fluke. I will keep you posted, I pinky promise. If you want to call me my cell number is 727 255 3034. What I am most worried about is if I am pregnant, Andrew isn't going to be very thrilled... I don't think anyway. We are still friends, but like I said we have a lot of miscommunication going on and I don't want him to think I am making shit up to keep him with me. Afterall, he is a bouncer at the club I go to and hears a lot of shit. sigh.

I will write a real entry soon. lol With more details about my life and stuff. Love you and miss you all!

wow its been a while

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 18:28:53 GMT

i havent really done much... just a whole lot of work and school and work... we did go last thursday and burn logs at anclote pier... that was a freaking blast... you should read my myspace blog to get the full intensity of the night.

i also went dancing and spent some time with random friends and then i slept all day sunday and lazed around my house monday and now im back to work. what a month so far right? woot!

yeah. sounds lovely! see ya!

an odd start to a new year

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 15:58:44 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR! I did something odd and went to the lmy last place I ever thought I would be on New Years last night. LOL I went to Ybor with my best friend and we danced our butts off! woot! lol And I kissed a guy from Ohio named CHad at midnight... LOL ciao

ehh

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:42:26 GMT

merry christmas... hope it hasnt been as boring as mine so far... lmao!

bah humbug

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 19:34:36 GMT

went out with some friends last night. we went to starbucks then i drove everyone to citrus park mall where we saw King Kong, which rocked.... On the way down there Andrew called me... randomly... I pretty much got an invite to christmas at his house. that was amazing. and shocking... scary even... we talked for 10 minutes and then my friends started to get mad at me... so i ended the call and we got to the movie just as it began. woot! great movie. seriously.

i woke up today and i just dont feel like going to any of the places i am supposed to go. it sucks. i just want to say screw it and bah humbug and call it a day! lol

anyway after the movie i drove everyone back to starbucs to get their cars and we went to steak and shake where i saw my good ol buddy andrew burnette with his mom and a professional comedian, or so i figured... andrew was all professional so i didnt bug him until i got home, lol.

after steak and shake i went to my friend joeys with my pal hollie and then took hollie home and went to walmart for tp and a sponge. by the time i got home it was quarter to 3. woot! and i wanted to go dancing last night! what was i thinkin? lol ciao

woot!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 23:17:03 GMT

I just got my grades back for last semester!

World Religions: C+
Acts and Missions 2: A
Epistles 1: A

Whats sad is that I got the C+ on the paper I spent like 3 months writing and I got the A's on the papers that I was up all night for a week writing! lol

Still no idea what is going on with the car thing. Pray. ok? Just do it ;)

haha!

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 04:31:38 GMT

im licensed and i have a car and a full time job... and it all happened in a week. LOL woot! now i just have to get good grades back on my papers...
:-D

ok...

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:31:29 GMT

i finished all of my papers and stuff on time and to celebrate we went to see the midnight showing of "The Chronicles of Narnia" last night... OMG freaking amazing! YOU MUST GO SEE IT.

Tomorrow morning is my driving test and the picking up of my car and my laptop. like woah. my car. big words. anyways...

LIZ IS A GRAD! CONGRATS LIZ! <3

ok im going to bed-I havent slept at all this week... ciao...

woot

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 09:09:17 GMT

i have to write a 10 page paper and hand it in thursday morning! sweet!

yeah

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 23:39:28 GMT

I totally am being given a car tomorrow... no joke. problem... im gonna be late to work due to trips to the insurance company and the license burea in order to get the car... amazing. this has been the strangest day...

update

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 21:19:21 GMT

one more page to write on my third paper... that will leave one more 5 page paper to write and a ten page, both of which shouldn't take me long to write... considering i have book and bible scripture references for both of those papers like crazy... then i just have to edit them, have them re edited and then I can turn them in... Looks like another late night for me... woot! I can't wait until I am done with my papers. My papers are my finals for my classes. Now if I could just get good grades on them... hmm.... Three of the papers are going to the same teacher even... sigh. And I am taking 7 classes next semester? who am I kidding???? acK! ciao!

ps.. i agree with Mel. We all need to have an end of semester stress free get together... Like woah! cya

pps oh yeah and i get my laptop back sometime this week! So far it has cost me 103 dollars and change to get it fixed. Dumb lappy. Doesn't love me anymore :'(

still awake

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 18:11:54 GMT

i have been awake since 9pm last night working on papers, going to church, and checking up on my lappy. i took a 5 hour nap before that. and i have the flu. grrr... i dont want to take a nap beccause i know myself and i know i wont get up. grrr... i hate my life. kick it! ok a nap it is then. cya

im so fucking pissed off

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 23:10:54 GMT

i came home from a friends house so that i could go to a party with my parents that they adamantly told me i HAD to go to with them and now we arent fucking going and i have no way back to my friends house. IM SO ROYALLY SICK OF THEM! NOW IM FUCKING BACK AT MY HOUSE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO JUST DONT CEASE TO PISS ME OFF. I WANT OUT OF HERE! GOD DAMN IT! I WANT OUT!

damn it

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 02:12:26 GMT

i have one paper finished but i still need to do one more... *slaps forehead*

happy turkey day!

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 09:37:39 GMT

the day started out sucking ass. everyone was fighting and screaming and ripping wholes in heads... then we ate and everyone turned into sweetness... talk about dysfunction? then i took a 4 hour nap and woke up to a phone call telling me i was being kidnapped and taken to ybor tonight... So we went to Empire tonight because Skye was fucking closed! damn it. But I get a lot of play at Empire so i was happy and we had a frickin blast! This HOT african american male gave me a booty dance and Redline and Cristal did a live show for us, then this little white man decided to feel my "aunt" up while she was shitface drunk and we almost killed him... As we were ripping him a new face Redline grabbed my ass. It was amazing. I had more fun tonight than I have in a long time... sigh.. we are going again saturday... WOOT! cya!

ps.. now i REALLY miss Jose and Andrew... Jose more because I realized that I would literally start crying if he showed up at my house tomorrow. not that he would have reason to. sigh. Andrew is back to his normal assmunch self. oh well. I gtg I am SO tired!

Happy Thanksgiving

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 19:14:16 GMT

Happy Thanksgiving... Hope no one elses house was full of screaming and fighting... ciao

sitting

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:45:22 GMT

im sitting at church/work/school attempting to write papers in between work and classes. I borrowed my dads laptop so that i could get it all done... sigh... i have 2 weeks to get this all done. i suck at life.

sigh

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 01:42:51 GMT

if it rains it pours so they say... i have a new battery on the way for my laptop but i was just told that i will probably need a new adapter too... problem is they dont sell the one for my laptop anymore... so i sat and i thought and i was like... hmmmm when i was in gaineville i think i used bobby's adapter on mine.... then i thought hmmm didnt bobby get a new lappy? hmmmm So Bobbo if you read this and you havent gotten rid of your old lappy yet, i was wondering, could i have your old adapter??? :-D if not can you send me the info on the lappy so i can see if i can order an adapter for mine under that lappy's standards??? :-D let me know pal... thanks!

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 04:36:10 GMT

im moving to mars... and im staying there... :)

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 04:23:38 GMT

so damn it all to hell. i had a little girl vomit on friday in my classroom at work. and she was clinging to me and crap. now none of my food will settle and all i want to do is vomit. sigh. and i HAVE to go to work tomorrow. AND go to class AND my pastor wants me to stay over and have a movie night (lol dont ask) so damn it. this sucks.

realization

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 22:08:40 GMT

after reading some of my recent comments from you guys, i discovered that i am a big pain in the ass... so from now on im only going to write my issues in a secret lj...